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Ahhh its like the more I think about it, the more pissed off I get. I mean I’m happy it’s done and over with and that I dont think about it as much as I use to but there still are those slip ups. And fuck getting to know more about all this bullshit is makin it all worse. I wish none of this had happened but fuck it, it did. I just don’t understand why you wold fuckin lie to me about all this bullshit? You tell me all this load of crap and then later on you go completely against it? How the fuck does that make sense? My only problem was sometimes I acted like a kid around you, but sorry for actually feeling comfortable around you and making myself believe that I can actually just be myself around you. And here you are makin up bullshit and actin as if you never do anything wrong. What ever fuck you guess I learnt my lesson. 

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find someone to smear your lipstick, not your mascara

So I just sat there not really saying much, but then again it’s not like I could. We both knew this would happen that you would end up getting fucked over, but you fucked yourself over. You could have changed the circumstances but you didn’t, you were perfectly fine with it at the moment. So you got your heart broken, your grades started dropping and your parents decide now is the best time to tell you how useless you are, well hun suck it up. That’s life for you shit happens but it doesn’t stay. Eventually you’ll move on and it’ll make you a stronger and better person but right now just breathe and put down the razor that’s not gonna solve anything. You just gotta learn to deal with shit and just laugh about it :)

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